{"id":14450,"date":"2021-01-11T08:31:29","date_gmt":"2021-01-11T15:31:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/?p=14450"},"modified":"2021-01-12T12:21:58","modified_gmt":"2021-01-12T19:21:58","slug":"jan-11","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/2021\/01\/11\/jan-11\/","title":{"rendered":"Jan 11 The problem"},"content":{"rendered":"

Poison is in everything, and no thing is without poison. The dosage makes it either a poison or a remedy. <\/strong><\/p>\n

Paracelsus<\/strong><\/p>\n

It is before daylight.<\/p>\n

I am feeling pain in the wrist that a specialist decided wasn’t worth fixing. I feel pain in my back that an orthopedic surgeon didn’t bother to fix even after months of complaining. I have headaches now that are permanent a specialist in Edmonton told me to take Advil, because he didn’t want to look into it. I feel heart pain, that specialist who spent more time talking about his impending divorce than telling me what the problem was. He said I have a serious heart problem that will either kill me or it won’t. I feel pain in both knees from different car accidents. They were supposed to be replaced ten years after the drunk driver destroyed them in a head-on collision. That happened in 1986.<\/p>\n

My lungs burn with every breath, my belly is hard and distended, could that have to do with the asbestos I was grinding in the belly of the destroyer during refit. You know when we were not given masks to protect ourselves. Do the local doctors think that’s a problem, no they don’t.<\/p>\n

Could the muscle pain and problems with falling, you know the times I fractured my elbow, fell on my hip, broke my toe ( the one that is the wrong color and bent a wrong angle permanently. Have to do with the MS I suspect I have. No, a local doctor thinks I have sleep apnea. WTF where did these people go to school?<\/p>\n

I feel pain all of the time. I don’t believe in Pharma, nor illegal drugs. Painkillers are not the answer. I had a bad infection in my jaw last year and I took Tylenol, I used to take aspirin because I thought it was good for my heart then I found out it was eating away at my esophagus. So now I don’t even take those.<\/p>\n

I was adding turmeric to my food, but I really didn’t feel any benefit. So now I just have my granola in the morning with a banana if I have one, and my morning coffee. In the afternoon I have whatever food I happen to have in stock. Supper is the same. I try to buy organic if I can. Although the 17 megacorps the ones with no ethics have started to buy the organic companies, most likely, so they can fill them full of non-organic food and hide that under a label. Do some reading you will find out most of the food on the planet is processed by the same megacorps. That favorite brand you like is made by them.<\/p>\n

Even the water you buy at the store is mostly processed by Nestle, you know the water that is full of microplastics. I filter my own water using Berkey filters, does it make a difference? I don’t know, but I believe it does, so for me it does.<\/p>\n

So the question is. Am I still proud to have served in the Canadian military? The answer is yes. I believe in the country but not the people who govern us. they are not to be trusted. Take a look south that should confirm some things for you.<\/p>\n

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