{"id":14480,"date":"2021-01-12T11:47:54","date_gmt":"2021-01-12T18:47:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/?p=14480"},"modified":"2021-01-12T15:22:13","modified_gmt":"2021-01-12T22:22:13","slug":"jan-12","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/2021\/01\/12\/jan-12\/","title":{"rendered":"Jan 12 Dazed &#038;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>I have never been lost, but I will admit to being confused for several weeks.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Daniel Boone<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>As much as I would love to continue my diary of pain I see no point. I know that no one reads this I am far from stupid. I write this more for me than anyone else. If I remember to keep the bill paid for hosting someday I will be able to go back and read this when I am older and grayer and my memory isn&#8217;t that great anymore.<\/p>\n<p>It is very gray and dark outside, looks like snow is about to happen. The forecasts, one says no, the other says maybe.<br \/>\nI am still waiting on parcels to arrive at the post office. Some of it has arrived. Others strangely missing.<\/p>\n<p>Today I will continue to chop wood even though I really don&#8217;t need to but soon the cold will arrive. If I can get a little ahead it would help.<\/p>\n<p>Sorry, I am all over the place today with my thoughts and writing. It is just one of those days.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/15\/2021\/01\/wp-1610489918854-scaled.jpg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"14497\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/2021\/01\/12\/jan-12\/wp-1610489918854\/\" data-orig-file=\"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/15\/2021\/01\/wp-1610489918854-scaled.jpg\" data-orig-size=\"2560,1152\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;2&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;SM-A515F&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1610462430&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;4.6&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;125&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.016666666666667&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;1&quot;}\" 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allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Some fun from Hyundai. Yes, I know their generator almost killed me.<\/p>\n<div class=\"youtube-responsive-container\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/fn3KWM1kuAw\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/div>\n<p>What happens when we give them a mind and guns? hahaha<\/p>\n<div class=\"youtube-responsive-container\"><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/tYc2jQaM8gM\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\"><\/iframe><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have never been lost, but I will admit to being confused for several weeks. Daniel Boone As much as I would love to continue my diary of pain I see no point. I know that no one reads this I am far from stupid. I write this more for me than anyone else. 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