{"id":14566,"date":"2021-01-18T10:18:42","date_gmt":"2021-01-18T17:18:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/?p=14566"},"modified":"2021-01-18T12:40:53","modified_gmt":"2021-01-18T19:40:53","slug":"jan-18-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/2021\/01\/18\/jan-18-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Jan 18 Let it"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can. <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Arthur Ashe<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Every day, I think up some horrible task to do before I can relax and do what I want to do. The problem is I have so many horrible tasks, and not enough cycles to get them done. I have tons of clean up to do. The truth is, I am too hurt and too sick to get them done. Motivation is also a problem. It is hard to stay on task while you are in constant pain.<\/p>\n<p>I used to say keep going until you can&#8217;t, turn left and go some more.\u00a0 I think I turned left too many times and the work is still not done. I am keeping up with the important tasks, feeding the cats, feeding the birds and the outside cats. I even manage to keep myself fed.<\/p>\n<p>There is so much I want to do so much I want to accomplish. 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Use what you have. Do what you can. Arthur Ashe Every day, I think up some horrible task to do before I can relax and do what I want to do. The problem is I have so many horrible tasks, and not enough cycles to get them done. 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