{"id":29313,"date":"2023-11-28T10:15:32","date_gmt":"2023-11-28T17:15:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/?p=29313"},"modified":"2023-11-28T17:34:23","modified_gmt":"2023-11-29T00:34:23","slug":"nov-28-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/2023\/11\/28\/nov-28-4\/","title":{"rendered":"Nov 28 The Pain Continues"},"content":{"rendered":"

Forgive those who have hurt you.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Les Brown<\/strong><\/p>\n

Outside feral cats fed, indoor cats fed and watered. Water for coffee on the boil.<\/p>\n

These are my morning tasks, every morning. I did take time to pet cats and have my morning BM, which is slightly darker and slightly drier than the problems I had yesterday. My poop color usually brown, but can range from blond and greasy to black.<\/p>\n

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Coffee is made, I haven’t reached the pinancle of my morning, the first sip. I need my vitamins, and breakfast first. Yogurt and raw honey still on the menu. Maybe with a banana and some flax cereal.<\/p>\n

This all might seem boring to you, but it is my life. I know my health is getting worse and time might be limited.<\/p>\n

I have a mass on my thyroid, one in my lung, another in a testicle, signs of liver disease,\u00a0 something growing on my kidney, pain in my left abdomen near the kidney, and ascites. I am convinced that the CT scans can not see through the ascites. I have chest pains on my left side, pains in my left arm and right shoulder. Muscle weakness, i get dizzy and sleepy after eating anything. Oh and an enlarged prostate. I have been diagnosed with esophageal ulcers. I was supposed to have a biopsy done on my thyroid, but an idiot kept trying to book the biopsy before the ultrasound to help locate the needle.<\/p>\n

That same idiot phoned me and told me that I was not important and that my biopsy was cancelled due to covid and that I would be called to rebook. Which of course never happened.<\/p>\n

Physical injuries, right ankle damaged in car accident. I was hit by a drunk driver Aug 1981. My right knee joint was severed and smashed and required 16 hours of surgery to rebuild by a great surgeon.<\/p>\n

It took me four years to walk and the same before I could ride my Harley again. Countless hours of pain and physio without pain killers.<\/p>\n

2014 broken neck and back during another car accident I was tboned. A bad surgeon did an ACDF but ignored my broken back.<\/p>\n

That still cause pain today<\/p>\n

Besides that I am fine and in relativly good spirits. Although the difficulty breathing from asbestos and the headaches from previous TIA’s can cause me to not be able to do simple tasks.<\/p>\n