{"id":5467,"date":"2019-12-25T09:48:29","date_gmt":"2019-12-25T16:48:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/?p=5467"},"modified":"2019-12-29T14:31:39","modified_gmt":"2019-12-29T21:31:39","slug":"dec-25-2019-merry-christmas-%f0%9f%8e%81-%f0%9f%94%94%f0%9f%8e%84","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/2019\/12\/25\/dec-25-2019-merry-christmas-%f0%9f%8e%81-%f0%9f%94%94%f0%9f%8e%84\/","title":{"rendered":"Dec 25 2019 Merry Xmas! 🎁 🎄"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\u201cRemember where you came from, where\u00a0you’re\u00a0going, and why you created\u00a0the\u00a0mess you got yourself into in\u00a0the\u00a0first place.\u00a0You’re\u00a0going to\u00a0die\u00a0a horrible\u00a0death, remember. It’s all good training, and you’ll enjoy it more if you keep\u00a0the\u00a0facts in mind.\u00a0Take your dying\u00a0with some seriousness, however.<\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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I just had a look outside, my solar panels are covered in white stuff. I thought maybe more of that frost that covers everything from the ice Fog. As I focused my eyes I could see it was snowing, on Christmas Day. 2 inches fell in half an hour.<\/p>\n

Cool<\/p>\n

My night not so cool, I woke at 3:am with intense pain in my throat followed by the end of the world coughing fit. After that more pain. It felt like I coughed up a lung.\u00a0 What I realized later was that I did get rid of a blockage I have had in my throat for years. I suspect a down feather got lodged in my throat about 6 years ago. I looked it up it is possible. Air flows into my lungs better now. The sore throat continues, pain on the left side of my neck continues. Low sp02 numbers continue, my lungs still hurt when I take a deep breath. The good news is I can take deeper breaths. Even if it doesn’t make better 02. My resting heart rate is slightly better.<\/p>\n

Everything hurt especially the not fixed vertebrae in my spine. I really hate pain killers but I took a Tylenol extra strength and tried to sleep after that.<\/p>\n

My throat is still sore, my chest hurts, my oxy pulsometer says my heart rate is higher than normal and my 02 is lower, it is beeping me a warning. I am at 91 percent. Going to the hospital isn’t an answer, after all, they are trying to kill me,<\/p>\n

Who are they? Undetermined but the doctors and nurses, and everyone else that I have had bad dealings with in the last ten years, their pawns. Paranoid?\u00a0 nope read the posts.<\/p>\n

Read my previous post on Dec 13<\/a> and the others with stars. Even read my Veterans Day post<\/a>. There are other posts. If I die they get away with it, my cats die horribly.<\/p>\n

I am weak and dizzy, tinnitus is loud. I am thankful I split a little extra wood yesterday. Not much but enough for a couple of days.<\/p>\n

I am a little concerned, I am not sure if it is for me or the 30 rescue cats I take care of.\u00a0 I hope this won’t be my last post but it may well be.<\/p>\n

If it is goodbye,\u00a0 send someone to take care of the cats.<\/p>\n

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