{"id":6347,"date":"2020-01-26T10:53:01","date_gmt":"2020-01-26T17:53:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/?p=6347"},"modified":"2020-02-26T14:13:33","modified_gmt":"2020-02-26T21:13:33","slug":"jan-26","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/2020\/01\/26\/jan-26\/","title":{"rendered":"Jan 26 Down not out"},"content":{"rendered":"

“When I got knocked down, I got back up.” <\/strong><\/p>\n

Andy Ruiz Jr.<\/strong><\/p>\n

In a few minutes, I will do as I do most days in the winter. I will go out and prepare wood for the fire. Nothing\u00a0 special.\u00a0 The pains I feel move to different locations some days, but mostly the pain originates in my knees, spine and neck.<\/p>\n

Today the pain in my lower abdomen is worse, the dizziness, tinnitus, and balance problems have returned. I have take care in everything I do.<\/p>\n

I don’t want a repeat of the fall I had recently. I still believe there is a fracture there. I am almost sure a cast would be involved. I can’t do firewood with one arm. So that was never a possibility.<\/p>\n

The pain in my throat has increased, that can mean nothing good.<\/p>\n

The most frustrating thing is not being able to do the things I want to get done. I seem to be able to do one big thing every day then I am too fatigued to do anything else. I have to pick little things to do.<\/p>\n

I hope if I do that I can accomplish the bigger things over time. The real question is how much time do I have?<\/p>\n

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