{"id":6716,"date":"2020-02-19T13:05:18","date_gmt":"2020-02-19T20:05:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/?p=6716"},"modified":"2020-02-26T13:20:20","modified_gmt":"2020-02-26T20:20:20","slug":"feb-19-i-think","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/2020\/02\/19\/feb-19-i-think\/","title":{"rendered":"Feb 19 I think"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>&#8220;Moods are a thing for cattle&#8221;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Gurney Halleck -Dune<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I had a very difficult night. Throat pain was severe. I am having difficulty with my moods<\/p>\n<p>I got very angry at a little thing. Maybe there is something to this PTSD thing.<\/p>\n<p>Like the balance problem and dizziness wasn&#8217;t enough. Score so far 4 major falls, broken toes, damaged elbow, neck and wrist. Oh yea the first fall damaged shin.<\/p>\n<p>The driveway is done, just going to wash up a bit and go to town. I am going to try getting some laundry washed maybe even dried. I always think that&#8217;s a waste of money the air does that for free and there is nothing like the smell of laundry left out on cold weather.<\/p>\n<p>Well that&#8217;s it, for now, I will add music and quotes later and fix the spelling then.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/15\/2020\/02\/wp-1582142348490-2124551220-scaled.jpg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"6711\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/2020\/02\/19\/feb-19-i-think\/wp-1582142348490-2124551220\/\" data-orig-file=\"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/15\/2020\/02\/wp-1582142348490-2124551220-scaled.jpg\" data-orig-size=\"2560,1440\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" 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Throat pain was severe. I am having difficulty with my moods I got very angry at a little thing. Maybe there is something to this PTSD thing. Like the balance problem and dizziness wasn&#8217;t enough. 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