{"id":9021,"date":"2020-07-12T04:02:20","date_gmt":"2020-07-12T11:02:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/?p=9021"},"modified":"2020-07-12T20:05:38","modified_gmt":"2020-07-13T03:05:38","slug":"july-12-442","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/2020\/07\/12\/july-12-442\/","title":{"rendered":"July 12 442 &#x2b50;&#x2b50;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"b-qt qt_105073\" style=\"text-align: left;\"><strong>Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is his twin brother.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p class=\"bq_fq_a\"><strong>Khalil Gibran<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Another rough night, it is 4:42 AM I seem to wake at that time a lot. No idea why. I had a severe headache, 10 on the Richter scale, again the same location left hemisphere. Also, sharp pain just below my ribs left side at the front of my body, that was a 5. Some minor sneezing and coughing yesterday. Sore throat too but the same one I have had for years. Same for the sneezing and coughing. No fever temp is 36.3 where it is always.<\/p>\n<p>Waking pulse 64 oxygen @ 95 percent. Do I think it is COVID, nope? Timing is wrong. But possible. Do I think that cancer has spread into my brain, or I am having another TIA more likely?<\/p>\n<p>My belly is swollen and hard. The weird thing my groin has been feeling very hot. But temp down there is the same 36.3.\u00a0 I aimed a small USB fan in that direction for a few minutes things down there did feel better. I have decided to ride it out and see how the next few days go.<\/p>\n<p>As I write this I am also having pain left side kidney area. Had the same pain before. Headache is minor right now. I did drop a couple of low dose enteric-coated aspirin about ten minutes ago. With a large cup of water. I am not taking any other medication right now.<\/p>\n<p>Do I think I will die today? Nope. Will I feel uncomfortable most likely. Do I worry about it nope, do I worry about my herd of cats yup.<\/p>\n<p>I managed to get my morning chores done. Cats fed, coffee made, pictures took. Balance was a big problem and my eyes had more than a normal amount of guck in them. Focus is difficult. The headache continues but at about a 5.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/15\/2020\/07\/wp-1594556038348-scaled.jpg\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"9031\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/2020\/07\/12\/july-12-442\/wp-1594556038348\/\" data-orig-file=\"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/15\/2020\/07\/wp-1594556038348-scaled.jpg\" data-orig-size=\"2560,1440\" data-comments-opened=\"0\" 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data-large-file=\"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/15\/2020\/07\/wp-1594556084985-1024x576.jpg\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-9034 size-full\" style=\"border: 6px solid #000000;\" src=\"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/15\/2020\/07\/wp-1594556084985-scaled.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"2560\" height=\"1440\" srcset=\"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/15\/2020\/07\/wp-1594556084985-scaled.jpg 2560w, http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/15\/2020\/07\/wp-1594556084985-300x169.jpg 300w, http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/15\/2020\/07\/wp-1594556084985-1024x576.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/15\/2020\/07\/wp-1594556084985-768x432.jpg 768w, http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/journal\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/15\/2020\/07\/wp-1594556084985-1536x864.jpg 1536w, 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Khalil Gibran Another rough night, it is 4:42 AM I seem to wake at that time a lot. No idea why. I had a severe headache, 10 on the Richter scale, again the same location left hemisphere. 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