{"id":1442,"date":"2017-11-16T20:26:58","date_gmt":"2017-11-16T20:26:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/peacegrove.org\/?p=1442"},"modified":"2017-11-16T21:41:20","modified_gmt":"2017-11-16T21:41:20","slug":"been-awhile","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/tinyhouse\/2017\/11\/16\/been-awhile\/","title":{"rendered":"Been awhile"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"2550\" data-permalink=\"http:\/\/rodbinder.com\/tinyhouse\/2017\/11\/16\/been-awhile\/kiss-my-ass1-221x300\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/rodbinder.com\/tinyhouse\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/3\/2016\/02\/kiss-my-ass1-221x300.jpg?fit=221%2C300\" data-orig-size=\"221,300\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;orientation&quot;:&quot;0&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"kiss-my-ass1-221&amp;#215;300\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/rodbinder.com\/tinyhouse\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/3\/2016\/02\/kiss-my-ass1-221x300.jpg?fit=221%2C300\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/rodbinder.com\/tinyhouse\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/3\/2016\/02\/kiss-my-ass1-221x300.jpg?fit=221%2C300\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-2550 size-medium\" style=\"border: 3px solid #000000;\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/rodbinder.com\/tinyhouse\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/3\/2016\/02\/kiss-my-ass1.jpg?resize=221%2C300\" alt=\"\" width=\"221\" height=\"300\"><\/p>\n<p>It has been many months since I wrote here. so much has happened in my life. I have experienced death and near death. I have starved and had plenty. I managed to get through more attacks from own government. The government I swore to protect and serve during my time in the Military here in Canada. I survived the end of my Business. I survived a major car accident. I survived the death of three of my animals directly and indirectly a result of the accident. I survived 45 days of torture in the hands of people that were supposed to giving care. I survived the pain of the three different attempts to repair the damage to my body. I survived just recently a fall on to frozen ground from ten feet landing on already damaged vertebrae. I have survived my Insurance company stalling and find excuses not to pay me so I can meet the simplest of needs. I survived running out of fuel for heat. I survived without food many times. I survived without drugs to kill the pain of the broken neck and back.<\/p>\n<p><strong>I survived. I survived. I survived.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>I never once wanted to quit. I still do not. Do I know how I am to get through the next day and the next week or the next month, not a fuckin clue. Am I worried, not a chance. I find a way each moment each day and week, I don&#8217;t really mean me, I mean those around me. I had a logging truck load of wood delivered and donated. I had a visit from the Secret Angels society that brought me food when I needed it. I had rides into the hospital to make my follow up visits and again my emergency call after the fall the other day. All with the help of friends and a member of my family.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<iframe loading=\"lazy\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/3fa4HUiFJ6c?rel=0\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It has been many months since I wrote here. so much has happened in my life. I have experienced death and near death. I have starved and had plenty. I managed to get through more attacks from own government. 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