Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.

Arthur Ashe

Every day, I think up some horrible task to do before I can relax and do what I want to do. The problem is I have so many horrible tasks, and not enough cycles to get them done. I have tons of clean up to do. The truth is, I am too hurt and too sick to get them done. Motivation is also a problem. It is hard to stay on task while you are in constant pain.

I used to say keep going until you can’t, turn left and go some more.  I think I turned left too many times and the work is still not done. I am keeping up with the important tasks, feeding the cats, feeding the birds and the outside cats. I even manage to keep myself fed.

There is so much I want to do so much I want to accomplish. I am starting to believe I can’t do them.