I am doing what I said I would not do again. I am sitting in Fairview hospital. I just did a round of tests in the lab.

I checked cholesterol, kidney and liver functions. I managed to get some antibiotics for the toothache at the drugstore.

I thought I would get a mole looked at while I was here. But I think that I can only get one thing looked at a time.

So today I chose lungs. My breathing has become difficult and seems to be getting worse.

I am sure my bp temp and oxygen is all good right now. I am sure my lungs are functioning just fine too.

I am not sure I can wait much longer. My back iscausing me overwhelming pain and my hospital anxiety is maxing out.

I wonder if I am suffering some kind of PTSD because of the horrors and bad treatment I have exerienced at the hospitals in this area.

Physical and emotional torture at the hands of some of the doctors here.

I am also annoyed that I can hear the doctor chatting next me saying he needs to get to others paitients but doesn’t. That conversation has being going on 45 minutes.

Then a little baby is screaming right next to me. Poor little thing.

All in all it means I need to leave soon. My stress levels are maxed out.

How can that Doctor ignore that screaming baby.

I decided to stay until 11:30 then I am bolting.

11:29 a nice lady called me in for chest xrays. Even let me see them. No signs of Mesothelioma. There appeared to be some kind of scarring. But it looked a lot like the last one I had years ago. No big changes that I could tell but I am not a doctor.

I am gonna do my own diagnosing while I wait. I am going to guess I have a bacterial infection in my lungs.

I have been using a lot of honey for toothache. Today my breathing is not bad.

Honey is antibacterial. It stops the toothpain immediatley. The infection has spread beyond my tooth up my jaw into my ear and temple.

I don’t like pharma much.

I was just aproached by a labtech looking for more blood. That concerns me. Did the doctor find someting on the first round of tests.

I aslo was asked for a urine sample. That concerned me more. This time I saw a minute amount of blood in the sample.

Maybe my time is coming.

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