HBM

I’m not handsome enough to be James Bond. Maybe a villain, though.

Matt Smith

I played a little Starfield while my generator ran. I wanted to learn ship designing. I learned instead I build large minivans. With guns. I wanted to build a Firefly, but thats been done. Mass Effect Normandy been done, Star Trek ships been done too. So I build gigantic minivans, indestructible ones. I am two levels away from unlocking all the best ship design parts.


Today is the first time in days I ran my generator. I had to because I drained the batteries too low last night. The solar panels have been doing a good job. Today, with the clouds, I just needed to restart the batteries. I think my new controller would have done that, but there just wasn’t enough sun. I still need two more Solar panels. Then I need to get them mounted before the deep white stuff arrives. I hope before then the rest of the heater parts arrive. That also needs installing and fabricating. Then the testing and reviewing it all.

My health is getting worse, breathing has become more difficult, my eyes hurt, and don’t get me started on the osteo arthitus.

My days are measured in screams. A good day means I only screamed 20 times, usually doing small things like lifting a full coffee cup.

Imagine me today, I cleaned up after cats who are great a shredding cardboard boxes, which I leave out for them, they love and destroy them. Clean up took an hour of sweeping and bagging cardboard. I have a lot of that. I am thinking about buying a branch shredder. I say one being used for cardboard boxes. I would then mix them with water and sawdust to be pressed into burnable logs.

I am sure I don’t have nearly enough cardboard for a whole winter. I bet they do at my local grocery store. I do have tons of sawdust from kitty litter that has been out in the weather a long time.

Why do I keep going? Same reason as always. Needs Doing.

The bonding continues.