My realization today is about work. My problem isn’t doing the work, it never was.

It is about not being able to do the work. Weather, injuries, finances, transportation and a hundred other reasons.

This morning I had another wierd development. When I woke my right arm from my elbow to my finger tips was dead

Not numb but dead I had no feeling, no control. My hand was paralyzed. That was a little disturbing. After 15 minutes I could feel and wiggle my fingers.